The following are books that we have found to be helpful, give scriptural understanding, and build faith. 
Every one of them will confirm what we write about on this site and what you suspected.

1. The Harlot Church System  Charles Newbold Jr.  A former professional pastor compares the church of scripture with the Babylonish New Testament church. 

2. JADED Anna Kiesling. For as little as a penny + shipping, This little book called "Jaded" really helped us realize why we were no longer thriving in "church".  The stories of many others who experienced church failure helped to point us back to God and away from institutional Christianity. Find it on www.amazon.com

3.  "Why I Left The Prophetic Movement"  by Andrew Strom, Says goodbye to to the flakey gold dust, 100-fold financial blessing, "Bless-Me", non-repentent, prophetic movement. Someone is trying to wake up the Balaams around us but too many are focused on their postion, ego needs, and titles.